Turns out it's cervical cancer not breast cancer that moved.
I am devastated right now.
Friday, September 23, 2011
It's cervical cancer
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5 comments:
Dee,
While I have never met you, I wish that I were there to hold your hand. I can just tell you that I am thinking of you and your son.
Well Crap. Big hugs going your way.
Dee I am so sorry to hear this. You are very much in my heart and thoughts.
I have another pal whose living-through-trauma blog might be interesting to you... this particular post deconstructing a Gilda Radner quote may kind of point you toward where you need to be (putting aside the pressures of being a super hero for the moment)
http://chicanes.wordpress.com/2011/09/23/delicious-ambiguity/
Oh no....I am so sorry to hear this
(((((hugs))))
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